Sometimes in life, we stumble upon the most important thing in our life that make us different from 20 years ago with NOW. For instance, a father choose to married another woman that sometimes later affected his life and the people around him. A teenager choose to respect her own body or decide to give it to the man she love before even marriage. A drug addict choose to TRY it at the first place that resulting him/her at where he/she standing now.
Well, this I called decision and lucky enough I have a choice in my life to decide my own future. I've started in July 2009 enrolling in Foundation Engineering and so far I've no competition against the Chinese leh :p. I mean they are superb genius and faster, I don't even know why. NGAHA. I'm asian too, but hey they really good in maths kayz :p. Thanks to my traditional mum and bro (sigh) they asked me to apply TESL which is teaching in English under government. AND mind u, I did not like their idea at first place, cause thanks to my group of friends in Miri, I started to have a decent life here. So too comfy sudah.
Then, somehow I don't even know what's God plan for me..I got the call for Interview! I think I did okay2 saja, the interviewer laugh(?). HAHA, I DAPAT. So BOOM! the most important/peak/moment in my entire life. I have to choose! Between continuing my degree in chemical engineering or try a new path, teacher. OMG I have no idea which one to choose and fair enough both of it have pro's and con's. Seriously, I look like a freaking bimbo repeating all my points to all the people, lecturer, aunt, cousin, friends..TELL ME ABOUT IT.
Everyone have their own opinion and I respect them, but somehow the majority falls into teacher especially my MOM. And with tons of assignment, my head mahu crack sudah seriously! ;( And somehow, I take both borang, withdrawal and enrollment.
See, I'm 100% family person and I really want a win win situation u know, and YES, my mom is a big influence in my life. REALLY. U can tell she really happy/excited I got this chance and she even said 'I have a point giving birth Girl in this world now' :'( THUS, I choose the new path, I'll take the chance cos I believe God have plan for me ;). Hurmmmmm not easy, but I love my mom so I'll choose to make her happy if I still can in this world *sniffsniff*. Omg that wasn't easy, a lot of things I had to re-considerate such as my friends (yes,again) and my father (very strict and wants me to stay).
Here goes the sad part, My group of friends that really touch my life and turn me into a better person (more social, LOL), my Study group ( the gpa scholars, Illa, Babe, all of them) that help me alot, cause I'm a slow learner liddat :p, Headhunter friends (all of them, the guys especially) and this Michelle, Chrisey that love to share their gossip w me HAHA! && Jasmine, Najeera and Jeremy UGH alot la. Hehe.. Happy bha banyak kawan :p. I'll will never ever, I repeat NEVER forget u guys :((. A very interesting life and memory I had with all of them sampai boleh buat ALBUM :p. Never forget me instead, Kalau tidak saya BISING BANYAK!!! ;D ;) >:(
// I hope u guys respect my decision. Will post picture w them latuh aligatorrrr ;p
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